&& I wonder what your doing..

Wed, 21 Jun 2006 00:53:04 GMT

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Mon, 19 Jun 2006 05:42:58 GMT

The Plan.

I'm keeping this journal. The new one is too gay to function.

I spoke with 'the Mikester' (haha Emmalee) just recently.
He told me that he is going to try and come over tomorrow
for breakfast and that we are gonna definetely try to spend
the day together tomorrow. Which is superb! Seeing as how
I don't get to see him much anymore because he is always
working. But that's okay. I hope the he us able to follow through
because that would just make my damn day! So. My hours got cut
at work which sucks. I mean it wouldn't suck if michael was off too,
but he's not. So it sucks. But I am setting another plan into action as
we speak. So hopefully 'i not be broke no mo.' lol. Anyways, I am goin
to the beach on the 28th which is totally awesome! I can't wait! We are
going with michaels parents! They are so fun to be around I can't wait.
It's gonna be like going with a bunch of buddies. lol. =) I hope it turns
out the way I plan it. I hope they dont say A WORD about ~~my fatness~~
in my bikini or ~~my paleness~~. I hope no one else does either. =x

The Update</font>

I have restored some old friendships which I am very proud to have.
Emmalee && Lauren are my bitches. They love me && I love them back.
We make people jealous and i love it. That's about all for me. It's like
1:34 in the a.m and i am tired. so ima go to bed love ya bitches!

Drea

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Sun, 18 Jun 2006 05:08:34 GMT

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Wed, 14 Jun 2006 23:41:52 GMT

I love my talks with Ash!!! =) hahahaha

Tue, 06 Jun 2006 03:44:04 GMT

Adopt your own Old Skool Adoptable!

Blah.

Thu, 01 Jun 2006 04:32:22 GMT

Hey. It's been a while since I've updated. I've been kinda busy, but it's not like anyone reads this anymore so I guess it really doesn't matter.

I wish I knew exactly what to write about. But I don't. hmmm..

Oh! I got a new layout! Like it? I do! =) I figured it was tiem for a bit of a change. you know. Kind of a renewal for me.

Michael came over tonight! =) We always have a blast together. Which is good I guess, but sometimes I just get weird. Like I was just sitting there talking to him and I started to think about something really sad and I started busting out crying and he thought it had something to do with him of course, but it didnt. I'm weird.

Everything sucks. Just so you know. I have like Zero dollars. And the car people keep calling about my car payment because it's late. I figure they will come pick it up sometime. =( Which is horrible because it's my car ya know. I've just not had the money. At all. I need to be saving for the beach and all that but I haven't been. This past few months I've blown like almost 4,000 dollars on nothing but bullshit. I've gotten myself into a mess that I dont think I'm going to be able to get out of. Plus on top of that i have a freaking cell phone bill due. I wish someone would just donate money into my account ya know, like that girl who started up that website to get people to donate her money so she could pay off her credit card debt. If anyone knows how to make one of those please let me know because right now at the moment I am so desperate that I will try it. ANYTHING to help me.

I've tried praying. But I don't think that helps. Anyways. It's like 12:30 and I am beat. Michael and I just have way too much fun together. Gahh.. I just realized that I have to work tomorrow. I hate that. I hate having to work. I really do. Butcha know what? Money doesn't grow on trees so I think Ima have to work. =( I think I may be falling into a state of deppression, and I think I am ADD. Fuck it. I am going to bed.

Eu Te Amo.

Drea

Update://

Thu, 04 May 2006 14:24:24 GMT

UPDATE
Hey! Okay so It's been like forever since I have updated because I have completely been consumed with work and school. I have been desperately trying to get out of school, get prom over with, and get ready for graduationg and the beach while still trying maintain a job. It's all a little much. I am so tired. I hope I get to go to sleep today in 3rd period so that way when I get to work I won't be so tired. But I get off at 10:30 tonight anyways, so that should give me a little time to catch up on some sleep.

Stupidity
Wow. So, me and Kasey got into it. It was all pretty stupid but she was being immature and rediculous, and I am tired of it. She thinks that she can bully people around just because she's bigger than them, and she is always telling me that I am a bitch and that I almost have nothing ever good to say to or about anyone, but I believe that she is worse than me. Atleast I acknowledge that at times I am a bitch. She denies it altogether. So here is what happened, May of you probably already know, so scroll to the next paragraph. So yesterday we get prom tickets and directions and all that jazz in homeroom, so I bring mine to third period to discuss it with my ladies, and Kasey asked to see the directions. Which of course I didn't mind. So I gave them to her and we talked about how we had to like walk a block from parking to the actual place here we would be havinf prom. And I was like "Hey lemme see that, I need it for a sec" (It's mine anyways ya know) so she gets all pissy when after she wont give it back i try to take it from her and she balls it up! MY ONLY COPY! SHE BALLS UP! WHYYYYYYYY?! so i get mad and threw her book in the floor, and then she gets mad because I do that and she hits me with that same book. Well, after she had balled up my paper she said "cry about it". so after she hit me I threw her whole binder in the floor and told her to cry about it. Needless to say we are not talking anymore. And I really dont care. She's not a person I wish to be friends with. Her or fred. They never do their own work or anything it just damn rediculous, and when we go somewhere I AM ALWAYS PAYING. gas and every damn thing! I mean, yeah when holly and I were B F F E I would always pay for her if she didnt have the money, but she didnt ask me to, and I could tell that she didnt like me paying for it. ALSO, she drove me around and I didn't have to put gas in her car. Well after all was said and done kasey and ashley sat over and wrote notes back and forth about me, well I dont know for sure But I am assuming the letters were about me. But I dont care. thats childish anways.

PROM
PROM is saturday and we are riding with chad and corey. Which is kinda nice because I dont want to ride alone ya know. Well they didnt make dinner reservations anywhere so we have to eat at applebees which isn't all that bad I guess. Anywho, turns out chad doesn't like corey anymore and he and My friend (WHO knows who they are, but shall remain nameless) Are gonna catch her trying to get with another guy so he can have a reason to break up with her. Grrr. Guys are pitiful. Ya know? Why cant he just tell her he doesnt want to be with her? I can't wait to see Michael in his tux. I have never saw him in anything close to formal wear so i am excited about that also!

Graduation
So then I am graduating in 3 weeks and thats really nice. If you would like to come it's at south stokes at 9:00a.m. on the 27th. I am really excited about that one!

Beach Trip
I go to the beach June 29! YAYAYAYAYAY! but the only thing is that my neices birthday is the 30th, but I will throw her a little party before I go! I am soo damn excited about that one. I can't wait. I get to stay at Michael's the night before and we are going to have a blast! =)

Goodbye
So I am going to go now I have a portfolio due on the 12th so I really need to get that done. Love yas! COMMENT

xoxo The Peach

bored

Mon, 03 Apr 2006 16:18:13 GMT

so yeah. Im bored and thats pretty much the only reason that I am writing right now.

I went with Michael to his house last night and we called in some food to applebees which to say the least was off the hook! I had such a fun time with him! We kicked it together all day, and i loved it!

As Melissa would say, we roll deeper than a fat kid in a mud puddle! lol. I love that.

Anyways, I dont have to work today so I am going to take timothy home and i guess me and michael will go eat somewhere becfause I have lunch detention today and I am not eating. well I have to go now because im going to detention Love ya write more later

drea pea

bored

Mon, 03 Apr 2006 16:18:09 GMT

Graduation

Mon, 03 Apr 2006 02:48:00 GMT

wow.

It's been such a long time since I've updated.

But since the recent drama, I think livejournal has been awakened!! thanks girls! lol =)

I love them haha. they are funnnnn E.

Anyways, so Graduation is coming up in like less than a month. So congratulations to the class of 2006. We've made it. =)

anyways.. megan amber winters and holly anne byerly I LLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLooooooove you guys!

muwahs!

Drea Pea

PROM

Sun, 19 Mar 2006 23:08:31 GMT

Got a PROM DRESS BITCHES>>>>

this is it. It is Beautiful! Tell me you love it, go ahead, you know you want to. lol. =)

im going to go now. I have this thing where I look at it and fight with myself over putting it on or leaving it alone. lol

gosh

Sun, 12 Mar 2006 01:56:56 GMT

Nothing ever works out.

ever.

This all sucks so bad. I just wish everything went okay. I quit my job today. I felt as though i was a dog or something and I had to do all the dirty dingy work and I hated it. Michael and his mom don't understand, but I wish they did. Things get to me, easily and I couldn't take that job.Hardees isn't for me. I never had time for my family, or michael, or me. People basically did what they wanted to do, but i couldn't so shit. I felt caged in, and also people were making shit up about me and telling michael's mom and causin me problems and it was nothing but drama and all the guys coming in there all the time fucking harrassing me. I'd rather distance myself from that shit.

so michael's mad... and I don't believe were going to be okay. because he basically hates me. He wont come see me or anything and I feel soo lost. I just wish everyone would stop questioning what I wanted to do and just let me do it.

I'm a grown woman. let me make my own decisions. I am capable of that, atleast.

Fri, 03 Mar 2006 02:47:08 GMT

Kudos to everyone who commented on my last entry! I love you all! =) p.s IM 18 Motha (shutcho Mouth!)

hahahahahahah. Keep commenting! The revival of the legendary LJ is almost complete.

for megan: I still Love you, boo. Ha You know that! But I still hate that bitch amber, and nothing is going to change that. But I love you MUCHOOOOOOOOOOOO.

DREA PEA

My Girls...

Wed, 01 Mar 2006 02:19:32 GMT

Faces of old and faces of new. People we Know and people we knew.
Growing together then drifting apart. Always an ending and now a new start.
At graduation we all grow nearer, and all of our friends seem too much dearer.
As we say our final goodbye, one last embrace, one more cry.
A "keep in touch", and a "Promise I will", a "remember when"
But, better still; a place in my heart you'll always stay.
This is whats said when we go our own way.

I hope you all still remember all the good times we've had together. As the countdown to graduation day draws nearer(just 2 months and 4 weeks.), I feel I should take a minute to tell each and every one of you somethings before its too late.

kasey Young- Yo girl. I had some kick ass times with you this year. hahaha Pafftown is our motherfucking stomping ground. =) even though we hate each other (lol) I love ya still. Thanks for putting up with me and letting me tag along. =) Aint no way I'd ever give up "she reminds me of deterioration, like from the coochie inside out," or "OMG ASHLEY!! Put your arm down or it will hit the bridge!!!" Or how about "Is your look inspired by 8 mile?". hahaha I love you girl never forget it!

Ashley aka Fred- Girl hahah you know you have been with us through all them times. You my boy blue! hahahahaha I love you lots girl, even though you have a shitty bronco lol. hahah j/k. haha thanks for taking my retarded ass to McDonalds all those times. =) hey, does that make me a trader to hardees?

Holly aka Doodle. Girl you know we have to be reppin that car club. hahahaha you know we gonna definetely pimp that shit since we drive them kick ass neons. =) aren't we cute? lol hahah i'll never forget walmart, or josh's, or the cathouse, or brett or any of that. haha you know falling down the steps is my favorite memory. haha i know we dont hang out that much anymore, but we still girls. Love you.

Megan aka Leggi Meggi- You's a crazy ho. Girl we've been through everything. You stuck right in there with me and holly and I know you've been in the middle of our DRAMA more than once. Sorry I seemed to be a bitch to you this year, I didn't mean to seem that way to anyone really. Im just really stressed with trying to graduate and everything. You know you been my boo since forever, but it just sucks that you had to choose amber over me. I mean i know you dont think that you did or anything. but i stood up for you when you needed me too and thats all that counts. I think for the most part I was there for you and Holly whenever you needed me to be. I wish ya coulda stayed friends with me. But just be careful who you trust girl. Love you mucho. never forget.

Elizabeth Wright aka LIZ- omg! "watch me roll up in my van!" we must continue to hang out! lol I had so much fun with you this semester. Too bad it has to end, I hope you dont move to italy too soon after graduation, I want to have time to hang out!! lol Love you gurl.

I want each and everyone of you to know that I will miss you all so much, but i hope to get called up sometime after I graduate and hear one of you guys on the phone talking about get your ass up here now. hahah. If not, I will know its because were just all wayyyy too busy. OOOOOOH yeah, I forgot some people, Jamie Nicole, Becca, Cassie, Krista, Ashley G. the whole crew. You know I will miss all of you soo much. and dont think that I wont miss anyone of you because I will. I will miss holly's randomness, Kasey's informativeness, Fred's sarcasm, Jamie's bitchiness (lol), Cassie's cute lil girl craziness, ashleys quietness, Becca's shyness, Krista's sweetness, and megans all out loudness. And i know you will miss my loud ass bitchin mouth. lol I love you all and I will remember you until I die. Love you loads.

update:: finally.

Tue, 28 Feb 2006 16:05:35 GMT

Hello. I am coming back to Livejournal. Thank God. I'm sick and tired of everyone myspacing me to death. So i figure I will just write everything I am going through out on this piece of crap and everyone wont read it and wont respond.

I was searching through all these writing websites today in Creative Writing and I found a little poem thing that I really like. I dont know why. But I love it.

Linden Trees:// Canyon Steinzig

If I could, I would spend my days
sprinkling you with joy,
like summer rain on linden trees,
your smile turning upward,
like a flower hidden beneath a leaf.

I like it. But I really dont have any idea what the hell a linden tree is. =) ha ha.

WOW.O I just had an idea! I think i'm going to start my own writing community like the one thats already on here. except you know, mine is going to be better. =)

Okay so heres the jist, Michael and I are still together! YAYYYYNESS. We are Madly in love, and you're jealous i know it.

I think im getting a 95' Dodge Neon. Yeah i know, I said i dont like neons. but considering the circumstances and the fact that I have a HUGE lack of funds, then a 1500.00 car is write up my alley.

anyways, i think im set to go bowling on friday for that foodlion thing and as you may ~~not~~ know, thursday is my birthday. I'll be 18. =)

well ima go since it's about time for class to be over and I really don't have much else to say except:

hey yo, BITCH. Don't myspace me ho. Eljay me.

AnDrea Jill Epperson

Wed, 16 Nov 2005 23:45:44 GMT

Hello all!

I haven't updated since halloween, b/c nothing eventful has happened. But now something has..

I am now employeed.

HA! YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSssssssssssssssssssssssssSSSSSssssss.

I have a J. O. B.

and I work on sat. and Sunday. 7am-2pm. darn im lucky. j/k

love yas bye

Sat, 29 Oct 2005 01:41:27 GMT

hola! Just thought I;d drop a line to say hey!

Michael came over tonight, and we had a wonderful night together! But then I had to walk him out, and i was barefoot, and suddenly I came to the shocking realization that the ground was also 2 degrees just like the outside! lol.

anyway. I g2g. love you loads.

dreajill

Thu, 27 Oct 2005 13:00:46 GMT

hola.

Whats up? I'm at school. Sadly. waiting for 12:00 to roll around so I can roll out. I feel kind of crappy. My arm hurts from giving blood yesterday. Oh yeah. I gave blood yesterday! My first time ever! I saved like 3 people's lives! woo hoo. I was scared at first, but I'm glad I got over it. It made me feel wonderful about myself. well. I have to go now. Im way too bored to keep writing in thie damn thing

love you

eu te amo

te amo

dreajill

for one Miss. Holly Anne Byerly

Thu, 27 Oct 2005 03:41:59 GMT

i just have to laugh
when i think of some
of the crazy things
we've done together
and they wouldn't have been
half the fun
with anyone else but you.
especially on your birthday,
i love to look back
at those times
and all the moments
spent with you...
even the difficult times
that we helped
each other through.
i wouldn't trade
even one of those memories
for anything in the world,
because they're so much
a part of my life..
and so are you.

I love you. Happy Birthday. I'm not rich, and I don't have a job, SO i couldn't afford to get you anything right now. I'm sorry. I love you all the same. I hope you still love me too.

Dreajill

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 21:09:54 GMT

hello all.

firstly, Id like to say 'thank you' to miss holly byerly. She's my hero. && she did my WONDERFUL layout! isn't it pretty!!?! I think so! so who cares what you think. lol j/k

Secondly, Id like to appologize to one miss. Jamie Anders, Im sorry boo. I know I snapped at you and I shouldn't have and I'm sorry. It's just Michael and I have hit a little bump in the road and got a flat tire. LOL. So i was taking it out on you. But i thought you were mad at me because of the whole deal with me and megan. Hope not.

Thirdly, I found out today that I don't have a ride home on Monday's, Wednesday's and Friday's. So I don't know what I am going to do.=( CRY. But I will just have to figure something out, whether it be the bus or some other mode of transportion. this is a prime example of why I NEED A CAR AND A JOB TO BUY A CAR. it frustrates me. but oh well. we all have our frustrations.

anyway, I am going to go lay down now seeing as how I will not get to see Michael today. And probably not tomorrow either. So ii guess Im going to put on some PJ's and pop some popcorn and watch a couple of scary movies, with no one to cuddle up to. =( I so sad.

i love you, and if i didnt mention you, then you know I love you too, boo!

dont fret my pet.

loveyoumorethanyouthinkIdo.

iloveyoumichaelwayne

dreajill

Newness!!

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 00:38:59 GMT

Its getting colder!! yay!! I can't wait to see that first snow!!! =) I'm just too excited, and guess what? Michael goes to the doctor in 9 days.. can I get a 'hell yeah?'

hell yeah!

anyways, i went to Michael's today to hang out and what not. it was fun. But then I got a phone call that Jerone wrecked the car, and had to have them bring me home. which was really no big deal at all. =) I love michael so much! Tonight, he laid on the floor, like on his tummy and lifted his leg for the first time! I was so excited! He hasn't been able to do that since the wreck, and I am so proud of him. =).

Anyways, for all you avon-ers out there. I sent the order out tonight. It will be back around wednesday or thursday of this week. And yay! I have new books! so... buy, buy, buy!!

lol.

thanks for reading all.

loveyoumorethanyouthinkido

Dreajill

p.s/ michael, if your reading this, I love you honey. =) can't wait til you get better sweetness!

Sat, 22 Oct 2005 23:43:47 GMT

you know what?

Nothing ever fucking goes right. I hate fucking school. I hate it so much that I just fucking feel like quitting.

you know what else?

I don't give a fuck who I offend, I don't give a fuck if I have any friends and I sure as hell don't give a fuck about family. Because in the end... they all end up fucking you over anyways. the only person I've been able to count on through everything is Michael. He is the only one who hasn't fucked me over yet. And by the way, if you are reading this thinking 'wow. Is she talking about me?' then yeah, I probably am. You too, have probably fucked me over once or twice. So fuck you. I have no need for people like that in my life. I also have no need for Drama that isn't mine. I dont come to school so i can hear, 'omg! she said this about you!'. Fuck it. I don't care.and I really dont care if you are mad at me right now. Because thats gay, and im sick of it. And btw, you probably really weren't my friend anyway.

so thanks for the memories, the good and the bad.

and I hope at night you think of all the fun we had.

but just so you know, i wont be there when you fall.

I refuse to be there for you anymore at all.

so, go do what you do best.

and talk shit about me with the rest.

your no longer my friend.

and you'll never be again.

piss off.

dreajill

Fri, 21 Oct 2005 02:05:49 GMT

Everything’s a lie. Nothing is as it seems.

There’s a façade hiding you from people, and everyone else has that same façade to hide themselves from you.

You can’t trust anyone, you can’t love anyone, you can’t be honest with anyone.

It’ll just get you judged, and ridiculed.

No one cares about how you feel, or how their words would make you feel after they speak them.

No one cares period.

You lie to yourself.

You tell yourself people love you.

You tell yourself that the things they say are for your own good.

That they’re trying to prepare you for the harsh reality of what the world will be

like when you’re on your own.

But you’re lying. It’s not a new thing for you.

You lie every day. To yourself. To your ~~“friends”~~.

To your “family”.

You lie to everyone.

When you say you’re okay, you’re not.

When you say you’re not okay, you’re in even more pain then you let on.

The reality is... nothing is okay.

Nothing is right.

Everything's a lie.

whatever

Thu, 20 Oct 2005 01:57:12 GMT

okay. So I dont really give a fuck if anyone reads this shit or not. But this is my venting session, so fuck off.

I'm so sick and tired of everything and everyone.

I have no fucking JOB because nobody is fucking hiring. I have the worst luck in the goddamn world. I have a jammed finger, and motherfucking whiplash. which sucks, but the doctor gave me some okay medicine so Im about to pass out. Michaels been being a bitch, maybe its because he cant leave or whatever. But who knows? I'm getting ready to just fucking go off on someone. I just want to be left the fuck alone. I want to graduate and get the hell out of this shit hole town. and i will, if its the last thing I do.

but anyways, there it is, all in writing. like it or not. thats how i feel.

love you megan!

dreajill

AWWW!

Tue, 11 Oct 2005 01:58:22 GMT

last night was wonderful.
Michael came over, and we cuddled and watched T.V.
Then I said some stupid shit about being 'smothered'.
I didn't mean it as bad as it sounded, but thats just
the way it came out. I mean, I do feel smothered.
But not by him, I'm just stressed out with the staying
at home all the time, and I am certain that he is too.
We Have been inside for about 4 months now. And
I am so stressed out with not having him at school and
the vulgarity and utter lack of respect that some of his
'friends' have towards me. It's rediculous. And I know that
he hates it just as much as I do.

So heres the update on Michael's condition:
He got his Bars removed, as you saw in my last
entry, and he is now in a cast. He is not permitted
to walk on it for 3 more weeks! He goes back to the doctor
halloween day, and then we'll just have to see from there.
This semester is going by kind of fast now that i think about it.
But It would be going much faster if he was with me during the day.
I miss him so much when he's not there.

anywho. Thank you holly.. IN ADVANCE! for my wonderful new layout.
i <3 you!

oh yeah! Last night over the phone michael sang me the sweetes song ever
I had never heard it til then.. But here are the lyrics to it for your viewing pleasure!

I sit here surrounded by people and lights
Alone with my drink at the
bar
You've been here forever, so clear in my mind
I just don't know where
you are
I know I'll find you but girl 'til I do
This is my love song for
you

Let's hold hands on the porch swing, under the moon
While the
wind through the willows plays us a tune
We can lie on a blanket, out back in
the yard
And wish for our future on a faraway star
You'll feel the passion
as time after time
I press your sweet lips to mine
Then we'll dance to the
radio, right up 'til dawn
'Til you drift off to dream in my arms

You
might be hundreds or more miles away
Or you might be just down the
street
But there'll be a hunger deep in your eyes
That I'll recognize when
we meet
It might take hours or it might take years
But this is the song
you will hear

Let's hold hands on the porch swing, under the
moon
While the wind through the willows plays us a tune
We can lie on a
blanket, out back in the yard
And wish for our future on a faraway
star
You'll feel the passion as time after time
I press your sweet lips to
mine
Then we'll dance to the radio, right up 'til dawn
'Til you drift off
to dream in my arms